Joris Iven |
THE HOUSE BY THE QUAY
Time and again the houses have occupied me. I have given them everything, water, warmth, light. I’ve freely given them my sweat. I have granted them all rest, even when I myself was restless. I have improved them and forsaken them. They have seduced me and forgotten me. Our first house had windows of leaded glass and laburnum on the balcony. Our second house had a bay window that looked out onto a quay. I’d wanted to spend hours at that bay window, perhaps with a symphony by Gustav Mahler in the background. I have seen people walk by where water once flowed. I retained their gestures. I spoke a language that I dreamed. Then a time came when I excluded all houses from me. During those years I lost myself. In our third house we were born anew. in our fourth house we met the blood of our dearest deceased. Since then each house has brought me closer to death, even this empty house of glass that I still am to occupy.
· Essays · Toneel |